Sometimes people say things to victims that they might not realise hurt like a few hundred bricks just landed on your chest.
Like my friend, after we got into an argument about why I had tried to kill myself abroad earlier that year.
She said: "But what about what he did was so bad?"
Hmm.. I can't even now find a response to that question.
Or like my mother, who recently said to me in a childish exaggerated voice:
"You're always like, 'ooh feel sorry for me, I had such a hard time, I feel so bad..buhuuu' " "Just get some help then"
Hmm... well this is something that I am never going to forget.
But I am not letting any of the above get in the way of my relationships. I have lost enough, I can't lose anymore.
No comments:
Post a Comment