The good thing now about being busy looking for a job is that I just don't have time to feel bad. I just can't let myself, because I really need to focus on getting a job really soon, and if I let myself reflect on the fact that I am only looking for a new job because of him, I will probably break down. I need to stay positive, and I think I am doing a fairly good job at the moment.
And when I do get a new job, I can't exactly break down then either, so hopefully a new role would keep me busy enough to push all bad thoughts aside.
Forget that I am forever a different person.
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